April 21st, 2026

I don't know what to do, maybe I can play along and try to get him to let me know what he's planning. I could try to go undercover, but since I can't trust anyone, I can't have someone pull me out if I do get in trouble.

I don't have any suspects just yet, I can't just point fingers and I honestly don't even want to believe my agents... my friends... could be a part of this conspiracy. If I do find out it's someone on the team, I'll have to apoint new people to be senior ESS agents, but I really don't wanna let go of my agents, I am so happy working with them. I know I can't let my feelings get in the way, but so many things have been going on in my own life that I just need a break. It's hard to admit, but I have been having trouble finding my purpose. I have had issues with my romantic life, I feel drained after every shift in the hospitals I go to because seeing all those patients I have to see as a condition instead of a person is heartbreaking. I just want to find something that gives me purpose, it's dumb but I kind of long for the days when I was 13, on my mom's work computer, watching creepypasta animations, thinking I'd become a proxy for slenderman. Of course that's actually so crazy but what I miss is that sense of purpose.

As for my romantic life, I'd say tyler catastrophy has a better shot at being with wilbur soot than I do at finding a man, then again, my taste in men consists of tumblr sexymen-coded guys and/or fictional serial killers. I think I feel lonely now more than ever because I have no one to talk about my feelings anymore, so I'll have to just talk to myself I guess.


-K1m



April 22nd, 2026

I've decided to go for it, I'm going to pretend to be willing to help him. I hope I won't need backup, but if I do, I think the new agent could probably pull me out. It's risky, but I'm willing to do this to make sure E-Pal isn't destroyed. If anything happens to me, at least I'll be at peace with the fact that I did everything I could. I have to keep this short because I'm expecting an answer from the traitor, I'll update this log with any new information.


-K1m